So frustrated. Unexplainably so.
I just wish someone would stop my heartstrings from aching.
There’s nothing like the confusion of love (is that what this is?) to make you feel down.
love that’s been lost…the pressure of not knowing what is to come.
He makes me nervous, so much love that was once all encompassing.
The love that I want, but can’t have. It’s not that I can’t have it, it just won’t be fucking given to me.
He makes my heart skip but then…does he really make me feel that good?
Or do I just want to be loved?