After joining the Army, I thought things were really going to turn around for me…I had a career, a wonderful girl, and a respectable job. Then I lost the girl, and realized that my job is amazingly difficult. I find myself on a high some days from the people around me. They raise me up. They are a huge part of my life, and I love it here. But then, other days, I find myself drifting through the day, going through the motions, wishing I could undo the choice and go back home, or wishing I didn’t feel that way.